Schools started. Yay???
So I have a pretty good load this semester. I started my
major classes and things are already starting to get in motion. HOWEVER….of all
my classes I am FREAKING out about my volleyball class. Yes, the stupid half of
a credit class has been giving me butterflies and nightmares for weeks. The
reason this “fun” class has been torturing my very soul is because of one word….intermediate. Yes, yes I know, it is a VERY frightening word.At this very moment I am sitting outside of the classroom
where this very class will be held. My anxiety is beyond fixable, even carrot
sticks didn’t help.
Now usually sports are my forte. But lately my whole
athleticism has taken a real blow….lets just say it involves a kickball and my
face. Since that all too tragic event I have really begun to question my
athletic abilities. Maybe I should have taken the beginner volleyball class
just one more time….of course that would make it a total of three times but
hey….that’s normal right…..?? I know, its not.
I just hate feeling like the weak link and I will openly
admit that my volleyball skills are lacking in a serious way. I am fairly new to sport…not the
watching part but the playing. But I guess its time for me to be a big girl and
official immerse myself in the deep, deep, very deep, scary deep, get no sleep
deep dark waters of Intermediate…..Wish me luck. I go in with no expectation
but to die. If you never see a post on this blog again I have died. If that is the case, my brother gets my car,
my sisters gets my closet, and I want to be buried in my backyard under the
tramp with my shoes.
